Habits

I used to feel
But now I think.
It made some sense,
and made it quick.


I used to think
But now I dream
It made me numb
It kept me clean.

I used to dream,
but now I drink.
it made me calm.
It made me sick.

I used to drink
and hoped I live
It made me love
enough to breathe.

I used to hope
But now I don't.
Now I just wander
Through my thoughts.